I think I came back to life. I switched schools and subjects (I'm at a technical uni now). I guess I'm not that devoted to art to make it my life passion AND profession. I'm happy to keep it as a hobby, a way to express myself, to relieve myself.
It was also a cause of my depression that it's not easy to make a living from art and I already had phases when I would live on bread and coffee for days (I always have at least that, from my roommate. bless her.) and it was difficult to focus or find inspiration, or keep it longer than a single rage attack.
All in all I think I'm quite happy now. I'm not alone anymore too. I found love and I found friendship. And I want to thank everyone who keeps watching me and dropping by from time to time, faving my artworks and adding to my life this way. Every single positive comment makes me smile and keeps away my demons ;v;
I also want to ask you guys about your favourite bands and songs! I almost forgot how important the music was in my life. I need it back, and I need something new. There aren't many genres that I don't like so anything is fine! Can you leave some suggestions in comments? That would be sweet! ☆
If you also want to find some music...
♫ "Paris" - M.O.O.N (Hotline Miami)
"Bull in the heather" - Sonic Youth
♫ "Killing Monsters" - Im Cwazy
"Slash the Demon" (Dynasty Warriors 6)
♫ "Black heart inertia" - Incubus
"Ransom" - Pendulum
♫ "Reset" - Three Trapped Tigers
"Red Lights" - Delphic
♫ "Dear God, I Hate Myself" - Xiu Xiu
"The Ultimate Show" (Instrusion 2)
♫ "Unknownable Geometry / The Prettiest Remix" - Jim Guthrie (Superbrothers: Sword & Sworcery)
"Wish I Were You" - Jim Guthrie