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If you want to talk to me but don't know what to say just throw some memes at me. Memes are always cool.

Otherwise I'm always cool to talk about games, cartoons, art, music; we could play something together, do an art trade or just squeak about those latest Steven Universe eps ;w;



Do you suffer from depression? 

29 deviants said I'm not sure / I don't know.
26 deviants said Yes, diagnosed.
23 deviants said No.
21 deviants said Yes, I guess (self-diagnosed).

this is terrible

Tue Jul 25, 2017, 11:42 AM
I don't have a place I could call home anymore. At my current place I feel anxious all the time and I really can't get into drawing when someone's around (hence the poll I made a while ago, I was wondering if I'm some kind of freak or if it's a common thing) and at my parents' place... I have to be super quiet and turn the lights off at 7 pm (because of reasons). Even clicking of the mouse is too loud. It's a one room apartment......... so I really don't have much time if we go out for the day, come back and soon after dinner the day's over. We have to go out because it would be weird if we went abroad and didn't see the city. And I love it! But as the time goes on, throughout the last few years I'm thinking more and more that I just... don't like drawing anymore. It's especially hard because it's always been my favourite thing to do, the ultimate way of spending time, expressing myself, fighting my own demons and coping with emotions. It was just me and the pencil, us against the world, and it worked! Now my thoughts are my own doom - "it's ugly, I don't want people to see my failed sketches" and I can't draw in public. "It's pretentious", and I gave up the coolness and badassery because I constantly feel it's too silly. "Nobody would like this", and I forget why I draw in the first place... that I've always been drawing because I wanted to. I can only draw good when I'm really feeling it, when I'm not thinking about anything else, I can spend hours trying to get the drawing to look as much as I imagined it as possible. It's when I draw good. When someone else wants me draw or I'm distracted by others, it's... whatever I think it should be, instead of what I want it to be. 

I wish I could explain it better... I just feel like I'm losing my imagination. I'm trying too hard to be logical and do the right thing just because it should be done and not because I want to. Watching movies, especially animation, seems to help a little but I have a hard time getting to watch anything on my own, and if I watch with someone else then I can't fully experience it, like... emotionally? Jesus I am such a wreck....... 

Does any of you have any tips for... for this? Whatever it is? Something that boosts your imagination, productivity, confidence? something to fight anxiousness? 


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Drawing-Demon22 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: :aww:!
CyanSapphire Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave ;v; !! It means a lot to me!!
I also wanted to ask if you'd like to do an art trade at some point?
I see you do Transformice stuff also ;w; !!
I love that game
brotmehi88 Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Thanks for the Llama and Favorites
Meow-Productions Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the faves and llama JuKii!! :D
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Minerscool Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, that llama gave you a new watcher :)
Thanks llama ^^
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thanks for the llama!! ur art amazing :3
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Thank you for the llama! :3
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Thank you for the Llama! :) (Smile) 
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Dzięki za Lamę :) Lama dla Ciebie:)
TerrifyingLagomorpha Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch mate! ♡♡♡♡♡
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Thanks for the Llama!
hathound Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the 2 second rapid fire fave spams last night... :'D
you do lovely work :heart:
JuKii Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you're welcome! :D 
and thank you~!
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Cimer pour le badge ça fait plaisir je sais que je l'ai déjà dit mais merci
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Również dzięki za watcha! :3
Zaxckee Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, thanks alot for the favs! :D
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You're welcome! You have a quite interesting style =p
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